Monday, April 13, 2015
Can't wait for the semester to end
I am so ready for this semester to end. It has been so busy and stressful, but yet I enjoyed it in a weird way. That is how I know I am supposed to be an IT major, when I can spend 20 hours a week in a class, and be so tired of programming, but still enjoy it. While IT 210 was a bit much, everything we did in there I enjoyed. I also like this class because if forced me to meet more people in the IT program and I have some good friends in it now. All of my other IT classes you never needed other people, and at times was hard to meet others. But now I know people and I want to get more involved in the IT program. I am really sad that I am leaving for Jerusalem and they will be a class ahead of me. But They can help me when I need it that way, and some of them were already going to be ahead of me, and others I can still catch up to because they still have generals left, which I am now done with. But this week I should officially be accepted into the Jerusalem Center, which is exciting, but since only 40 people have applied for Fall and they can take up to 80 I am 99% sure I will get accepted. And since I have lost some interest, I am hoping that being accepted will help spark that again. I think I am just in a phase like before my mission where I have talked and thought so much about it that it is hard to be excited still. And leaving friends is hard one because I am happy I have friends in my program and outside my normal friends. And it wasn't something I was prepared for. Leaving my family again, going to somewhere slightly dangerous, things like that I have already thought about, but leaving these friends I was not prepared for. But I know once I get to Jerusalem that will change, how could I not be excited living in one of the most fascinating cities. Also the spiritual side of it will help me. While spiritually I am fine, I wish that it was at the level of my mission, and it has been hard to put in the time to make that a reality. But living in the Holy Land, taking religion classes, and going on religious field trips, I know that it will give me the jump start that I need.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment